Everyone knows the feeling...

I've never fallen so fast.
The colors speed by me in a
rapid display of smears and
wisps. My hair is a jungle
because of the winds and
the breeze isn't as bitter
cold as you'd have imagined.
It's a warming sensation that
slips between your skins and
nestles into your bones. I've
never expected it to happen
this fast. I've never expected
that I'd be lifted from the
ground by a single feeling,
a single sensation,
a single flutter in my heart
and stomach.
I'm not sure that I ever
really truly believed in it.
But you made me believe.
You made me feel the
things I never thought I
truly deserved. But you;
You show me how much
I truly do deserve this.
You show me how
wonderful it all can be
and how wonderful
all of this could be.
Everything.
You make everything
better. You make
everything amazing.

"I don’t know but I
think I may be falling
for you. Dropping so
quickly.. maybe I should
keep this to myself .
Waiting ’til I know you
better... I am trying
not to tell you but
I want to."

I think Garth Brooks may
have been on to something
when he imbedded into my
mind that some of God's
greatest gifts are unanswered
prayers. And I'm sure you know
how I feel about God and his
higher beings of angels...
But maybe my 11:11 wishes
and the aching need that has
consumed me for the last year
to just be loved and to feel
what I've never felt before..
maybe that need finally
disappeared. And I realized
the difference between a
want and a need and I told
myself that if I wasn't looking,
it'd tap me on the shoulder.
And you did.
You most certainly did...